{ US }

sometimes, life just suck.
and i think i had this freaking horrible life.

i know ranting is useless.
and emo is a too strong word to describe my feelings.
but seriously, i think EMO is the word.

love.
concern.
affection.
couples.
look into my heart.
listen to what unsaid.
money.
friends.
neglects.
confused.
lost.
sch.
hate.
bitch.
gossips.


i guess im not that strong as before.
im so easily affected by every little things.
sch really sucks like hell loads.
i really hoped i didnt go to nyp.
if im in sp, i can meet u all everyday.
like u know, true frens?
i dono how to survive 2 more yrs in nyp without any true frens.
sch suck. i hate my class. i hate them all.
like, maybe i gt frens, but what about friends who wil be there for me when i need them?
everyone gt gf slash bf. how would their the other half thinks if i keep bothering their partner?

i want to smile, and say
LIFE IS GREAT every morning.
and not woke up to think that life is to sucky.


sorry for my emo post.
i guess im not in mysself these few months.
sorry guys