shuyi

wah..i really dont know what to say man.
i`m gonna talk abt some incidents among me, my close friend and some other classmates.
first thing..we were quite close w some of the gals in my class.we lame here n there,laugh real loud,and almost spend the sch hours together.but what i did not expect was that right after the 2 weeks term break..everything changed you know.i just dont know how to put it lar..sickening!REALLY! the first day in sch when sch reopened, as usual, almost half the class(maybe more than that)would meet at dover control station b4 going to class.(united right! haha)but that very morning when i reached dover..tapped my card and saw em..i dont know y..i jus gt a very wierd feeling when i tried to say hello to some of my closer female friends.but the expressions they gave me were like..aiyo.WTH LAR.maybe sher n qian ll understand what im trying 2 say ba.waa then when it's break time, me,tt close fren of mine and those female frens were discussing whether to go library or eat.after tt duno y the hell they left w/o waiting for us.damn it! things weren't this simple,yet.b4 class starts,i talked to those gals,as usual.what they gave me was THAT KIND OF LOOK.i was like wth man! y suddenly things turned out like that right after the holidays.i mean..holiday so what?! if it's bcuz 2 wks neva chat le den relationship became strained.bullshit la! den what abt those gals.they also din hang out during e holiday wat.what on earth is happening man..im still figuring out!(FYI)today's the third day since sch starts.and today waas the worst man.i wan waiting for my close fren..os she wan settling some things w her boy.then after that she told me not to wait for her le.when i went to take e mrt.so suay to run into those gals.i waved to em.yet they just stared at me as i walked towards em.expecting them to smile de..who noes..tt look again.you c lar.if u were me,i bet you'd want to skin em alive!kns! went in the train.still hope tt got smth to say.but NTH! aiya..can't stand it le den i shifted to another cabin le.dun need they say,i noe what to do! i very auto de.waa really kns..i did nth den suddenly things became like tt.humans ah..can't understand em.trust no one.fakers.true friends are hard to find.indeed.(swk)2 still e best!